Sarah =]

Just nod if you can hear me :)

It’s definitely been a Pink Floyd kind of night… that really doesn’t mean anything except I felt like listening to Pink Floyd on this particular night…. well, that & it IS quite relaxing. My life has consisted of nothing but packing my life away & mentally preparing myself for this horribly long drive.  In some ways I am actually really looking forward to it though.  But in any event, I’m going to go find some cool photos and reblog, k? AWESOME!

xo

Hey insomnia, you suck.

Good news/Bad news deal. (I mean, if you have one.. you have to have the other, right?)
Well, last night my migraines intensified x 1000.  So, today I actually went back on meds for them… I was literally getting really sick every single night.  Luckily, the medicines have already been taking care of the problem… except for one thing.  Migraine medications almost always have a TON of caffeine in them because believe it or not, caffeine typically soothes migraines.  I’ve had sinus problems since I was like 12 or so, but I do believe my diet has had a decline in how much caffeine  I consume. The only pop I drink is Sprite which does have have any caffeine… I don’t drink coffee anymore… and I rarely eat chocolate.  So, there you go… the three things that have the most caffeine (typically) are all not part of my diet.  So yeah, hopefully I can fall asleep within the next hour.  I’m debating whether I should let myself get a full 8 hours of sleep or not.  Part of me thinks I should make myself wake up super early and work out extra hard tomorrow night so I can tire myself out in attempts to be tired earlier and try and fix my sleep schedule.  HOWEVER, I REALLY need to pack tomorrow and be productive, so… I WOULD need at least a full 8 hours of sleep… Eh, idk… in the end, I have a feeling that sleep will win. 

Oh insomnia rambling, you’re so cute.  Goodnight. (please? maybe? I hope so!)

xo

That’s right… it’s been monday for about an hour and a half now… which only means…

ONE WEEK TILL I MOVE TO ORLANDO!
YAYYAYYAYYAYYAY!

Oh, in case you didn’t know… I’m a TAD excited.
Sorry to all the people who watch me freak out every day
about how close I’m getting to leaving.

I WILL miss you all though, & that’s a fact.

xo 

And who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You’re gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don’t come back for me
Don’t come back at all 

Amazing how raw her lyrics are
& how some song lyrics seem to
fit into life just perfectly.

xo 

“Often, it’s not about becoming a new person, but becoming the person you were meant to be, and already are, but don’t know how to be.”
^Some good words.

(Don’t read next paragraph if you want to skip a boring sleep story)
Today was all around just one of the strangest days EVER.  First off, I didn’t even sleep last night because my sleep schedule is so messed up and I went into work at 6am and wasn’t even tired yet.  It hit me on the drive home though, hard. So tonight I was all like okay, I’m going to go to sleep really early because I have to work at 6 again, so I went to sleep at 9… anddd woke up an hour ago. Superb. Here we go again. 

AND anyways…
Last day of work tomorrow (well technically it’s today now) which also means that I am leaving in exactly two weeks for Florida! Whewww, epic! I am unbelievably excited for everything about the next 6 months.

I’m not sure why I just ate a bunch of mint M&Ms if I’m planning on trying to sleep in the near future… dumb.

This was all very fun and random, but clearly I don’t have much else to say… just trying to prove a point that I DO post…. cough…..mat…..cough!

K, that’s all now.

xo